I love flowers, oddly enough my skin impregnated with their odor. I love green tea without sugar. Before I list the infinity of my favorite books. Winter cold evenings I wrapped in a blanket with a cup of tea and a wonderful book. I want to drown like drowning in the seas of hundreds of people, in one person. Every day to learn about it more and more. And I want to rejoice that I have someone that I was waiting for someone. What do I need, and need someone. These ideas excite, despite the fact that I do none of the above have not. I can not save myself, I can not get out of the black bars and the terrible blackness of his thoughts. Help me, I'm looking for a person, in 'his' man. At least right now afford such a rant. I want to fall in love, fall in love with every word, in every letter. Feel the warmth, all the delicate energy and give it.
I know the only thing - I need a man who will fill my emptiness, my darkness with his smile, the gentle touch even a few million river kilometers, which will have to share. I'll be more than ever kind to you. I'll read you your favorite books at bedtime, kiss the top of the head and boundless love, asking nothing in return. We'll be in different countries, cities, but under a common sky. Look at him and smile at each other, hoping for the intertwining threads of the future. I have chills to need you. I want to look you in the eyes and see the happiness that will be only you. Hold the arm, and not thinking about what once would have to let it go, to be there and feel your warmth. I am ready to be there at any time of day or night, in a storm, in the snow, I promise to be there. I'm ready. Just give me reciprocity, which is lacking. I'm ready to write every morning to wake you messages that will give you a smile for the whole day. Even if we are very far away, I'm going to read you a bedtime your favorite verses, we write letters to each other, forgetting about the world, which absorbs all the magic inside. I'll be around when you feel bad. With a blanket and a cup of tea in hand, to share my warmth.